lost in the dark

if today was your last day √ lolopez

Santana: was panicking. She usually picked the fight between them and it usually ended with Noelle coming and cuddling with her eventually. Not this. Never this. Santana hated herself for it. She pushed Noelle this far and now she had to fix it. She was lying when she said she'd kill herself right after Noelle. She had to help Noelle first, and if the other girl died, then Santana would go too. But it also hurt because Santana wanted to believe Noelle when she said she loved her. But she didn't anymore. If Noelle loved her, she would have stopped immediately when Santana said that she would kill herself, too - just like Santana had stopped when Noelle said that to, and the younger girl would have dropped everything and came to Santana when the Latina said that she needed her. She just didn't believe it anymore. Her car was speeding down the blocks, driving onto the grass of the park and searching frantically for her sister. The ambulance should be on their way too. It wasn't a huge park. Barely anything. And soon enough, Santana found her sister lying on one of the benches. "Noelle. Noelle, hey. It's me. Its San. You're gonna be okay, beautiful. Look at me." She cupped Noelle's face on her hands and patted her cheek a little bit.